The sun's rays reach inside the stall, its southern exposure capturing the streaks of light and warmth in the late afternoon. I smell fresh hay and can hear him eating, softly pulling away one mouthful, then another... chewing .... breathing.
He nickers quietly when he realizes I have arrived, turning to see what I might have brought for him. I reach out to pat his great neck and shoulder and he nuzzles at my chest, his warm breath tickling my face. It feels so good to touch him, and his fur is warm and silky, strong muscles beneath velvet. He is beginning to lose his winter fuzz, and the black and dark liver chestnut hair coat beneath shines with good health.
I am restored just by being here with him.
This is my Johnnie. He is very beautiful, and very dear. I brushed him for the next hour while he munched his supper. We weren't in a hurry, and he loves the attention.
I wanted pictures of him today. He was less excited about holding still for the camera, and wiggled a bit while I tried to get a sharp photo. Oh well. He is a kind horse, endlessly patient and gentle, despite improper handling before he came to be with me. He's come so far in the last 12 months.
John is almost 8 years old now, and has only been under saddle about a year or so - that we know of. Most of that with me. John is a registered Tennessee Walker, and was bred to be a show horse. Many TWH trainers are cruel, sacrificing the mind and body of the horse for unnatural, but extememly flashy, gaits desired for the national show ring.
John has scars on his pasterns. Sometimes he's afraid.
I bought him on a whim last year and blogged about him in a post here. He is doing fantastic under saddle and should be in show condition by the end of summer, all bulging muscles and spunk. He's incredibly well-behaved and always tries his best.
If you go see the first post about Johnnie, scroll down a bit in the post to this picture. Tell me what you think of the transformation, and while I expect you will see that the body change is profound, what is not so visible is the change to his heart.
Mine too. I can breathe now. I have a horse again.
Eileen

























































